now what?

now what? I don´tt know what to do. i don´t know if i look at you,  not whether to talk to you.. not whether to fight for you. "I'll be doing well to try to forget you? I don´t know. even though I try, I can´t know what you feel. Do I have to take a chance? Do I have to gamble for you? "really worth the effort? and if I get it all wrong? if you reject me? if all those nice things were not for me? I'm so confused. my heart doesn´t know what to do. my heart is afraid of being hurt again. you'll still feel the same? 
and if I do nothing and I end up regretting? what should I do to get everything back the way they were?..


I hope this small town girl find answers to these questions.